Saturday, July 23, 2011

Tumble roar

it's really awesome when the person you value so so much can't even make himself respond to a simple question.

Just because you have a new girlfriend doesnt mean you have to ignore me and make me feel like shit.
/Gawd/
All I asked about was your stupid schedule stupid!
You're kind if my kindred soul ya know, would it killl you?
Eff, this si dumb.
I have literally done nothing to receive this treatment.

A grown-up would up n forget your shiz,
But I'll be scanning the crowd like I used to come september.
ONce again. Eff youu.

L&G's, meet Laundry Boy

Storytale

I don't like using names, even if the only person reading this is my super best friend. Sooo, the people in my life will get charming pseudonames (subject to change).

Today's character, I have known since the end of Grade 11 (so two years ago).
We'll call him Gerry (cuz he took my cherry)

He is big tall, and I think kind of beautiful.
He's becoming a chef, annnnd is visiting me this week, on thursday.
So I have 5 days to not fuck myself over by stress binging and crap. Ha!

He wants to 'chill'. Code word, people, for FWB sex.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Mid-Summer

It's that time agaiiin.
Feeling like a nerd because I'm bored and would like to be in class taking sloppu notes and promising myself to organize them all in a binder.

Let's dance, London.
I wish I meant England, but alas! Ontario will have to do, ;)

Sched-duel


^with myself.... I'm feelin the 4.0 credits vs 5.0 full, but Western is stinky and makes me pay for unused credits anyway...
BLEH.
I have Sunday off, and Saturday night is work-free.
S'time to rageeee.
Maybe I'll go to London, and stare at my new bedroom which is still looking rather stark.

I must remember a pillow; last time I had to stuff an old pillow case with 5 scarves and winter mittens. Not in the best interest of my sleep.

Danger Zone

I messed up again.
It's ok, just gotta keep going.
No more stewing.
I'll spoil.

But FUCK.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Then work

Truly terrible, the first half of work I spent in a light-headed daze with occasional/frequent waves of wanting to fall on my face nausea.
Aside from the usual and expected snide remarks from customers (provoked from the heat)....and that ^ . It was kinda alright. I slacked like a mofo, but no one really seemed to care. There were good times to be had with Lil Soms and Mike.

It's weird, I now know a new Soms. Before she was just my best friend's little sister's best friend that we thought was quiet and given her close association with bff's lil's. But now she is refreshed and shiny and makes work less shitty. Woop!

And then big Mike is just jokess.

See you in 13 hrs wrk!