Note to self stop waking up on the couch.
I do live here...

Guh, I don't want to go back to London yet.
I'm so content n stuff here, right now. I think I'm dreading returning to the mentality. There's so much pressure to meet a high ideal, and sometimes I think the amount of pressure has a negative effect and I end up being even less productive.

One major benefit which will make it run much smoother is that this semester is devoid of Calculus. That's for summer school, which was gonna happen regardless. Haha, and it'll be /easier/ in the summer. Fucking prerequisite's which give me no joy whatsoever. The only downfall of this is that I would have to stay in London for the summer. This at first seems like an exciting prospect, as I've never had a summer spent in a real city before (oh, except for 10 weeks at SickKids, but let's not count that), but I think a break from London is healthy, and gives me balance and appreciation for both. Not to mention I would save money at home. I raised this concern to my mother and she came up with a genius point. Take Calculas at Trent and have them transfer the credit to Western. SO intrigued, I'm definitely going to discuss this with academic counselling to see if it's at all possible. Then I would be in Peterborough every day and could visit my luvuuuur, hollykins until I drove her nutso. Or I could just do it online, the world is my oyster.

Ah, there's an electrician man yacking with my parents in the kitchen. LEAVE sir so I don't feel like an awkward, rude teen just because I want to walk through my kitchen and progress with my day.