Januweary

Good friend Kaitlyn returns to Gravenhurst for her super cool interview at Moose. We're looking at a messy month of april in cohabitude. Next stop, common-law.

Andrew captures my first band practice with Bet Smith & The Currie Brothers. I've been waiting a long time, but I think this means I am officially cool. It might look like I'm playing the bass, but I'm definitely slamming some stellar vocal harmonies. 

Needless to say I really missed this stuff. Shout-out to the lady above for soundcheck.

#Reblog Gala's list

Gala is my life mentor and general source of a pick-me-up when I need inspiration or am feeling blue. Her 2016 list makes my heart smile and is pretty much a digital copy of what I think of every day but never write down.

Learn how to sew.

Compete in a race again.

Leave bad habits behind.

Continue not to cook complicated things because it's just not something I care to do.

Bake something fucking unreal tho.

Swim in 20 lakes.

Bike to work.

Travel (______) no idea

to be contd.

Squirrel Nut Zippers

I'm feeling blue and a little heartbroken, but at least I know someone out there cares. I hope the future me goes through this post from a brighter, fuller perspective. Right now, I just feel completely let down. I would be frustrated if I wasn't so sad. 

The path to finding true love is riddled with struggle, risk, and heartbreak. I read in Quartz that the true question shouldn't be what do you want in life, but what are you willing to endure. Sometimes I think love isn't worth the struggle and rejection when it's so painful. Maybe I didn't find love, just a connection, a friend. Maybe I'll keep searching and it will never even come close to what I once had.

I just can't believe wanting someone so bad could be so unmutual. Or maybe I forgot.

And in the dead of winter I go numb, once more.

Sad post Sarah