Right, the original thought that inspired me to jump the keyboard.
I have issues. that is clear. But maybe I'm wrong in trying to keep up a relationship with someone who is so far from empathizing. Bf is just blessed to not experience this state of neurosis, but maybe that means he's not equipped to be with me... and I'm not equipped to be with someone so distant from this experience.
Is that crazy? Is that where I'm supposed to be like "oh no I am just telling myself that because I don't think I deserve someone that emotionally unscarred." I don't know. That's a good question.